public speaking makes me tremble.

i forget when this even was, but i had a thing or two to say. it's too bad that i come off as a total freakazoid. my ending suggestion i believe invalidated anything useful i had to say because it was so totally utopian & unrealistic (city council members actually getting to know homeless people as PEOPLE? well some here & there might or might have.) anyway this was at northampton city council meeting recently where they were trying to push through this hugely bogus anti-panhandling legislation.



fortunately, the evening came complete w/a punchline, but that i am saving for another video because i have to edit it down to sound-bites.

in other news... let's see, well everything was going pretty horribly to begin with, and then came matt fein. i told him i wasn't "talking shit" about him behind his back, so i guess i can't say anything about him or what he did. what i can say is that in terms of my sanity, my ability to cope w/the world at large, it was the straw that broke the camel's back. remember when i said that dating makes me psycho? i didn't even think of this as "dating" but it sure did leave me stranded in a mush-pile maze of a brain.